I'm weak

A man should be stronger than a woman
But somehow, im weak...
i dont know,
i just dont know,
i just feel, like i need to let go all of this,
it's torturing me :'

This Date 1 May 2019
She didnt tell me where is she now
she just met someone,
someone that maybe better than me :'D
I WOULD LOVE TO LET THIS GO BUT,
MY HEART DONT :'((
IT'S HURT LIKE FRICKIN HELL

I thought i am ready
I thought everything will be okay
I THOUGHT IT WILL BE MY HAPPY ENDING...
But right now,
i'm suffocating,
it's so hard to breathe,
if someone can end this pain,
please...

Release me from all this pain,
or maybe i could end this living thing ?
Hahaha, Nahh, im not that brave to take on my own life,
i just feeling it, not going to do it :')
just to tell,
how suffering i am,
it almost like im better be dead :')

¬ :'D